Monday, February 20, 2006:
so its the start of the
4th week. hmm.
just came back from my econs test. quite bad i think. ): i didnt know how to structure my answer, so it all just came out like. crap. heh. plus, it was terribly answered i think. at least there were mcq to save my skin. like, apparently i got the first page right. so thats 7/25. awesome. i just need like 15 more marks to pass. do
not forget that all the marks count. i need them.
badly.
was thinking about it ytd. i
might stay in perth after all. just that i dont know whether the courses for media and comm here are just as good as the one in melb. after settling down nicely here, its going to be quite difficult uprooting myself and planting myself in another state. and the people at church are really awesome. and i love them to bits. boy, its going to be a difficult decision at the end of the year. moving here was hard already. after a short one year i'll have to move again. tough.
church was awesome. and before we left for church, i played on aunty cecilia's (my guardian) out-of-tune piano. havent touched the piano in a long long while. and it was great. i never knew how much i missed playing for church. might consider starting to play for church again over here, but i dont know if i'm good enough, or if i want to commit.
did you know, that the fovea centralis isnt the yellow spot? i never knew that. the way lam peng kuan wrote it was as if they were the same thing. hmm. human bio was abt the eye today. quite boring actually. knew most of it already. especially accomodation and the contraction and relaxation of the iris muscles. i still remember going through that with sam and kaye in my mtg room, and heehee, we kept laughing cos i couldnt understand how the light refracts (not a physics girl, see) and sam suddenly flicked her slipper right across the room. was really funny. ahh.. miss those days.
8 more weeks. rae and i are counting down to the days we get to go home. lucky her. get to leave before school ends. think its cos she has band performance or something. unfair. maybe i'll join band so that i can go home early too. so she'll be back home before i get back. we might meet up in sg during term break! heehee. probably at night (: (: (: thanks rae, lots and lots for all the cheer ups and help. (:
(but then again i wish i can stay, cos there's easter camp during term break! :/ help! big dilemma here!! )
but most importantly.
thank you God for always guiding me in such mysterious ways of my life. thanks for giving me direction in testing and trying times. thank you for providing me with the countless blessings in my life. thank you for reminding me the most important thing.
It's all about You, Jesus
And all this is for You
For Your glory and your fame
It's not about me
As if You should do things my way
You alone are God
And I surrender to your ways
- jesus lover of my soul, passion
a shout of praise.
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